Thursday, September 8, 2011
at the new placement...
I don't know how to explain the journey of my life.. I do make plans (dreams) and I don't follow all the plans. I can say that this journey base on the chances.. I know it's a "bad" life management.
So far I don't want to complain of things... I do disappoint sometimes for I can't fulfill my dreams just because i kept changing my plans, but the bigger plan is to live the life, to do more for others and if the chance brought me to something different.. so be it!
Now, I am in Mae Sot -instead of being somewhere in Africa-, a small town in the border of Thailand and Burma(Myanmar) working as campaign and advocacy adviser, a field that new for me. Helping this small NGO fighting for their rights to live and to love their own motherland. I can't imagine if I am one of them... living in fear of loving their own land. I feel ashamed for they are my brothers and sisters, we are in the same region, ASEAN region, we share the land, we share the look, we share the history, we share the culture and religion and they need more helps from the people surround them. At least I am here with them now, sharing the laugh and the tears... convince them that we still have hopes and they are not alone.
The chance that brought me here is the chance that comes with a higher priority.
So I am doing good things still, I am helping people still, I am sharing my chances still.. so the bigger plan is never change.. still.
If I have to change my plans and the chance of life make me stay [here].. so be it!
God, give me your mercy!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
I have a facebook note series.. I call it "Silly Me". I wrote about all actual silly situations happened. Everyone who knows me, love the notes, I love them more as I get to know myself better. Yes, I do silly things, so what?
Friday, May 27, 2011
She was crying... the first time I saw her crying! She used to be a sweet, energetic girl.. well she still is, just not this time.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
I met this boy... name is not important, as everyone from Burma who works outside their country, they require to have more than 1 name.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I thought I sacrifice enough... but this world wants more...
I need something to hold on to, and God is the nearest and the easiest grabbed!
I lost some of my energy for useless things, need to collect myself and come back to the right track!
I laugh more and cry less... that's not a balance!!
I am not trying to make a better world here, I am just trying to make my world better.
When you can't even explain your existence, why now we are busy asking the existence of God??
My gout is gone but the pain inside my feet is still there... that's my alarm.
Do I need a wife? No! I just need a family!
Some of my smiles hide my feeling, but I think I still want to do it.
I don't really need a mirror, I am happy with my look.
I am old and I am not complaining about it.
I don't need coffee to make me stay awake, all I need is a homesick and thirsty of my best friend's love!